arvandor

2006-07-29T18:26:00.000-07:00

i suddenly have a question..i wonder if ms smarter lala ever knew what i thought..if she knew,she's quite smart..i dunch ever think the traces are well covered like some..but still, the thing is we are quite long friends already..maybe i just have to heed adel's saying: "Blame, get angry with the action and not the person." well, i hope it goes well, seeing that i am more on the rebellious type..hahas..

if she meant me, that's it..

2006-07-27T21:03:00.000-07:00

weak argument,smoking through..

i have renamed them..'Ms Fake-ko' and 'Ms Smarter Lala'..

okays,to my dreams..3 weirdo dreams already..cant remembered what exactly happened ..but i definitely remembered the 3 people in the 3 different dreams..just hope that there's no de ja vu..

2006-07-25T18:58:00.000-07:00

today's a weird day..

can guys just act like guys? not that i am having a stereotypical view or anything, but hardly any gurl pull out a 'oil remover paper', you know those cleanNclear thingy..ya..what about seeing a guy doing that in class?and its not once nor twice, its many a times! i find it real weird plus he always borrow from the same gurl...another thing, plus why cant some people pay more attentin to hygiene? i hope i am not becoming 'jie bi'..but you wunch like it if someone dig their ears right in front of you right? and flings away the dirt and dosent even wash their hands...EEWW!

its bad to spread untruthful rumours..can i call it a vice? 'mou mou ren''s building his happiness on other's misery..and the sad thing is, its a guy..again..ZZzz..soo 'qi po'...well, i will know well not to interact with him too much..the sight of him now gets on my nerves..and the worse thing, he laughs at it like nobody's business..humphz..

Despite the short period of time i came to know you, i believed that our friendship can withstand anything..anything up till now..really shocked to hear what you agreed to just get a piece of cloth..cloth? i didnt believe that you agreed when they told me, till you said it yourself..and you were laughing when you told me..shock's over, its disappointment setting in..i am not blaming you anything or what nor pinning you down, but i was just taken aback..especially when you are, as you said, better at handling people..relationships and stuff..yeps..

well, what a funny day..

weird feelings...

2006-07-23T21:51:00.000-07:00

my dear gurl, time is running out, in both aspects..the 1st and 3rd are alright..mr ong, dunch praise me..look at wad has happen to the 2nd..its shit..too flat? after corrections, i think its too high! god..i'm raging in madness..sorry for throwing tantrums on you..but i guess it really brought out the dynamics though when its supposed to be really quiet, i couldnt really contain my anger..

plus i cant seem to contain myself in the room, so easily distracted..by TV! self control..??none ar!!

2006-07-19T22:02:00.000-07:00

i culdnt make up my mind

with silver or ruby..
faithful, mysterious..
wanted to choose 7906..
but chosed 7105..
7906-not intending to go into a relationship..
7105-someone in mind..

2006-07-15T22:47:00.000-07:00

doomsday: 17th August 11.02am

i didnt expect it to come as a shock..

i am definitely not ready..

the final hurdle..

to leave him..

if all goes well,

i need not take the same route

every sunday anymore..

the sacrifice and discipline..

come to think of it..

i chose this route..

but still..

save me!!

2006-07-12T20:14:00.000-07:00

HORSE-RIDING!!!

on 2nd sept..

shuld i or i shuldnt?

nearly prelims alr!!

*two minds*

today did bouldering..

i think tts the name..

n its FUN!!!

aaawww...i want

more more MORE!!

* princeNknight *

probability?

2006-07-10T22:51:00.000-07:00

Zinedine Zidane

2006-07-09T14:21:00.000-07:00

1pm today, i 'stumbled onto' remember the titans..
this is the 4th time i watched it
and that feeling has never failed to grasp me..
come to think of it,
its just a bare 2 months since our season ends..

i'm missing it already..

2006-07-06T21:28:00.000-07:00

to my aNgeL..

how to forget you..

we are angelNdevil you know

you are un-erase-able..

haha

from the dEviL..

2006-07-06T11:52:00.000-07:00

to my aNgeL..

as you will recall my

greatest weakness,

i cant rmb wad

'so scary' means liaox..

i cant even recall wad

we talked abt ytd..

btw,who has forgotten u?

and no need to be sorry..

it always the devil

offending people...

angels are nice..

they dunch have the word

'offend' in their dictionary..

from the dEviL

2006-07-05T22:42:00.000-07:00

finally..

like after spending 2 odd weeks..

another new template..phew!! soo long..

soo much time needed to adjust the template..

soo..how does it look?

haha..

2006-07-04T23:00:00.000-07:00

life is full of changes. continous changing is most tiresome. everyone's not perfect but to constantly change the verbal and non-verbal actions are absolutely exhausting. its equivalent to putting on a facade. to present the world with a true identity or fake identity? there's a tendency to lose yourself along the way. the outcome might be more devastating. it might even come to a point to 'take it or leave it' attitude.

be yourself.

2006-06-24T23:00:00.000-07:00

demoralised

but its not getting me down

2006-06-16T20:46:00.000-07:00

i dunch like to do it
but mummy always find means and ways to make me do it
and i will always find means and ways to avoid doing it

should i give in?
but it's not me..

2006-06-12T20:51:00.000-07:00

mummy: jie, help me look rice pur-lease?
jie: huh? so mafan? zzzzz...k lars..how?
mummy: take out the container in the rice cooker...
(interupted..)
jie: where's the rice cooker? oh oh ohh, i found it. den?
mummy: 2 cups of rice and wash the rice twice.
jie: okie.
mummy: add water to the 1st line of ur third finger.
jie: huh? wad de?! dunch understand...
mummy: aiya,get mei mei to teach u to estimate.
jie: huh? dotx ...
mummy: yaya..u owe me 60 times!
jie: okie den...(sian diaox)
(abt to hang up)
mummy: oh ya, dunch forget to switch on to 'cook'!
jie: HAHAHA! wad de?!
mummy: cos u R the only one hu will forget SUCH a thing.

2006-06-10T21:05:00.000-07:00

if i can pour everything into the same you,
only then its paradise.

2006-06-05T00:56:00.000-07:00

in just a short 5 days i have just been through a roller coaster ride of emotions.
u name it, i experienced it..
happySADadrenalinerushNERVOUS
worriedRELIEFexcitedRELAXED
gossipyHIGHexhaustedSLEEPY
cryingBOREDamusedANGRYfun
IRRITATEDpainBLURRED
confusedLOST

surprising isnt it?i once felt that i seriously regretted participated voluntarily for this activity, but somehow this word wasnt express out during the 5 days.i totally enjoyed the activities and the interaction with the 10 of them.not to mention, there were many new friendships and also the strengthening of the old friendships.that's ABC for me, a place where i can get to know more ppl.for some reason, i hoped it hadnt started at all..

sentosa i can say went quite smoothly besides some minor hiccups..i guess the kids enjoyed themselves alot..haha..more on team bonding..i m glad that commanche enjoyed it..hehe..that group ar, really damn passive, not competitve at all..all soo nice at heart,process is what they value.it seems no train can ever push them forwards except maybe for the land ex..soo proud of them that they completed the journey by 2am..haha..

went to hunny's hse today to bake the brownies for some of my dear friends. thanks so much for everything.hehes..we finally had a sort of heart-to-heart talk..i wasnt really surprised when she knew abt u-noe-hu..haha..well,its over,but still its scary to have ever know u-noe-hu: my conclusion..

soo many things to describe but dunch noe where to start-whirlpool
i just know that everything is worthwhile afterall..

2006-05-26T22:38:00.000-07:00

soo stretched, that's what i am feeling..the first ever activity that i am going to plan and excecute. i dunch noe what to say,i can just say stress is finally getting to me now..the way how my social skills and efficiency are put to test..i finally get the point that wel made..why would people ever sign up for it? the reason's simple: i truely felt good about last year's programme. it taught me alot of stuff i never knew.the most meaningful camp soo far and it was one of the first few streps that made me opened up and throw old zhiyen aside..all i wanted was to make it the same for like at least 1 of the them..but i might have overestimated myself,i am definitely not a good leader..from primary school years till now, i have always been holding leadership positions.but it hasnt really strike me that how bad a leader i am.first thing, i dunch noe how to use my authority at all.n i never lyk to use it on other ppl.it seems too overbearing.that increases my own problems, the disappointments i faced.i cant deny that how badly it hurts me not being able to pull the team together.why why why...i expect ppl to have the responsibility to think and be considerate but somehow, i think i have been making too many assumptions..

because of my weak character, my position has defintely been unconciously been 'exchanged' and not regarded with the right respect it's due to have..haha..to think i would get to know such ppl, hu actually are my friends..i once thought that friends are supposed to care for each other, but it looks like i have less den a handful of friends that are really sweet and think for me..the ones that will not put me in misery because of their actions..

haha..enough of sadness..let's tok abt some happy stuff..
today i coincidentally come across something not meant for me to c yet..but anw, A BIG THANK YOU TO HAHA!! u r soo sweet and thoughtful, i am sure the rest of us will be v pleased to know what i found out..hehes..
THANK YOU HUNNY, for the marvellous gift..
THANK YOU dee, kiwi, HAHA, hunny, xq for listening to my rants..hehes..
THANK YOU cheeyao for helping me out alot..
THANK YOU sentosa ad hoc, u have given me alot of valuable experiences to take away with..haha..

i dunch noe but i felt i have received alot of knidness from lotsa ppl over this few weeks..thanks alot, muacks to everyone..haha..and sorry to everyone, if my temper did flare and fluctuates..

come to think of it, looks like my actions cant escape ur hunny's eyes..haha..oops, scary..hehe..anw,i believe my nxt entry would be after abc..by den,my mass would have lighten considerably..esp after day 3..haha

hope revived..
this time with confidence too

2006-05-17T21:41:00.000-07:00

yayx!! AJ VBALL GUYS WON!!
haha..gr8, exciting match!!
its TJ dey have beaten!! yesh!!
gr8 atmosphere!!havent felt that in a long while..
mb since last year, mb since sec4..

i cant deny that the wound still reopens when i first step into TPY sports hall..for xiaode, shiqi, xiaotong, zhenyun, xiuyan...i have worked so hard..pulled thru esp the NJ and SA matches, having to lose another by 4..sickening..i have never played 3 consecutive full matches as centre before,esp since all 3 were soo close and draining..i knew that its beyond me..i noe i wunch perform well, as shown in the saddening match..i guessed i am just too too tired..i cant push myself like wad i did for SA..the way how i sprint and chiong, the way how i want the ball and shake off that 2 irritating defenders, the way how i fired..like finally fired..it just didnt in the saddening match..like wad mel said, it was probably her 1st chionging match, i have to agree wif her, probably that's also mine..back in the past we have zhen, and the others..i have no worries..there wasnt a real need to do it..but not a few weeks back..it breaks my heart to have to think wad dee had said, 'what if u put in ur best but its just not enough?'

i have been meaning to just spill all these out along time ago..mb some of u out dere knew alr..but, i havent did it here really..i guess the worst part of this season was having the flashback-the image of xiaode crying while walking towards me last year after the 3rd-4th placing match-after the saddening match and after that i saw shiqi, i just culdnt help but cry..
I am sorry, I have failed..

BUT, I AM ALR LOOKING FORWARD!!
bball match nxt!!all the best!!

2006-05-15T21:21:00.000-07:00

argh..not good at all..SICK..yucks..
sore throat => dry cough => puking, shi sheng
blocked + runny nose => cant breathe => argh, yucks

dotting..2 recoveries to make..haha

2006-05-13T23:07:00.000-07:00

finally.

three cheers.

2006-05-11T23:44:00.000-07:00

i am shocked but definitely pleased..u make my day! but sadly, the agony still remians..i think if i were to close my eyes like what mummy dawn ask us to do the other day, it would be the similar feeling, somehow is the agony, your heart feels heavy n 'suan'..even now when i am typing, i m experiencing the same stuff..sighx..

but still, to those out there, thankew for ur concern soo much!!really appreciated it,warms me up..hees

2006-05-10T23:06:00.000-07:00

it has finally ended..i have been waiting for this day and hoping this day never comes..wow, how contradicting..life's quite messy now..dunch noe what to feel for many occassions and periods..shocked and blanked out though..that was me..

i guess my life can return to normal with hunny by my side..plus all netballers n XIAOQIAN..haha, feel much closer to everyone now..especially after SA match..the unity and determination was the 1st time in my whole 6 years of playing..even mel agrees..this year IS different..most probably because there's no superstar..yupx..

did i mention i bought a new bag?haha..for $55 and coach just told me she could have gotten it for $35..how pissed i am..she better be kidding..mummy better not know..and i can now just sit down and read my geisha book in peace..no more anxiety or excitedness etc..i just wanna feel peaceful..

just wanna say sorry to dearest seniors..

2006-05-02T00:08:00.000-07:00

she's feeling weird these few days. must be the excessive sunshine. maybe too much, she hasnt been basking in it for a long long time though. should restrict it she should. maybe it is just the sudden urge, you never know, maybe the wild feeling or desire to be out in the sun. but i guess its all temporary, part of growing up i guess to have such weird behaviours especially its the first time happening in reality to her. but really, i am damn puzzled, SUNSHINE??!! kind of weird, dunch you think? *dotting* i have to help her i guess. hehes.

its today already. so exciting!! but still i cant stop myself from thinking further in the near future. though i havent have that feeling for a long long time ever since sec1, i believe my 6th sense will not fail me for today. but please fail me for my second feeling, let me feel relieve, i want to know i am paraniod, worrying for nothing. i want all our journeys together to be smooth. god bless!!

walking in the wake of dawn.

2006-04-29T19:46:00.000-07:00

couldnt find a bag i really like. went from marina sq to suntec to centrepoint to heren to taka..long day..a BIG thank you to xiaoqian and yanting for their company. xiaoqian got her bag, white and gold. its nice and big. TOO big, in fact, for me. i looked into the mirror and saw a little gurl carrying a big white bag. hahax. saw shiqi's bag, nice too but a little too ex and there is very limited compartments. nono. saw yilun's bag but i dunch like the colour combination. fussy me. so disappointed not being able to buy the bag today. the world's to small for me.

hopping to free myself from your apron strings. it is mine to spent it, use it. stop bothering me. let me make my own choice. piss off..i am firing up..

and YOU, no more no more..

2006-04-28T22:50:00.000-07:00

what am i thinking? what am i doing? argh..confused..oops..stone, stun, black out..btw,the thrashing round is over. time for some serious action. god bless.

sliding out of focus~

2006-04-26T22:12:00.000-07:00

twice i restricted myself.a weird irritating feeling arising after that. but the worst is not over.maybe after tomorrow.please dunch drench me with your saliva. i am seriously overloaded at the moment.i am really doing my best.please please please, i am a newbie with such stuff. i dunch mean anything.i just tell the truth and do what i am supposed to do.come what may though.i am sure it will not be one of the hardest day to pass but one of the scariest day to await.you changed my impression of you after your first message.i refused to believe others but to trust what i have thought of you.but still, i came to the same point as them.

you aim to shoot
shoot until soo jia liat

i signed up because of interest and not to be shot.
please..be nice.

2006-04-26T19:58:00.000-07:00

weird new skin- 'gossip gurl'

the weirdest netball season ever

the weirdest feeling and behaviour i ever had

a weird comment but xiaoqian..but come to think of it, it's quite true..i truly hope we are wrong..i really dunch noe how to react if it really is what we think aka predict..

2006-04-19T22:24:00.000-07:00

as i have said, dunch push one purposely into the abyss and save him/her from there. dunch act hero. you are not one. u make him/her rebel and feel like slapping you in the face only. why dunch you ever learn to pick him/her from where he/she fell up then to further push him/her down?? use your brain for goodness sake. save you alot of time and crow's feet too. damn it, i really should video-taped it down. and seriously, you brought more misery than happiness to me ever since i have known you. cant you leave me a better impression since we are about to part??

last official training before the first match of 2006 starts. really jittery right now. all over the place. losing my cool. i guess shooting is all i can do. everything trapped at the voicebox. unable to speak out. a facade.

anything after a bio test is not a test anymore. nothing can get me more worked up this week except it. damn it. cramming everything into one bloody squeezy week. brains brains brains are all at the butt. left two more maths tests. i am letting it go. the art of letting go or releasing is difficult to grasp especially applying it onto something or someone close to you. i am working on it. perfectly and honing the skill. only with that, i can reduce the internal and external pain inflicted upon me.

best friend was here today. caught by surprise. me. she comforted me but it dosent change. it has always been the same. nothing changes. the feel is and always there.

you make me laugh.
you make me cry, sometimes make me feel i should just go and die.
you cheer me up.
you put me down.
just and only 'you' please back off now!!!

rhyming for the first time.
haha..ya..back off..

2006-04-13T15:39:00.000-07:00

Rural to Urban

snowy mountains, fluffy and shapy clouds, lush green grass, blue-green lakes, light breeze caressing your cheeks, sunny but yet cooling weather. the handsome husky wagging its tail happily. her heart is totally peaceful and the fresh air entering her lungs. that's what the girl can see, feel in her mind. that's where her 'hometown' is. sadly, she was forced to survive in the city. all she can think was the beautiful 'hometown', and she's about to break under all the stress and difficulties she's facing. she longs so much, so desperately for her paradise. suffocating that's what she is.

pw results are back. CONGRATS to dee and nana!! i am quite pleased with my results. i guess my op examiner's quite strict since even the damn pro presenters didnt managed to impress them. i am just thankful for the result. but but but, they didnt inform us they are releasin it today. got a shock when i heard the announcement. and the foyer was damn crowded. haha.

i dunch need the stares nor glares.
i dunch need the continous 'suan-ning'.
i dunch need to know that i am not whatever you are.

2006-04-08T23:33:00.000-07:00

ah mein made half my day
with just 3 words.
YAYX!! happy!!

and also, stop counting down.
making the 'spare-tyre' nervous.

aiyo, my shoes.

2006-04-06T20:51:00.000-07:00

messed up.
blurred.

guess i am really very very very tired that's all..

2006-04-02T21:06:00.000-07:00

'A' division.
AB camp.
Mid-year.
Grade 8.
Prelims.
'A' levels.

thats the so-called programme for this year. used to think 24 hours is alot of time. no matter how busy i am, i can surely queeze out sometime. and when i say busy, it really is busy. but now, starting to feel suffocated. time. i need time. to sleep, to slack, to especially watch tv and movies. the essentials to relax and be myself. myself. to be crazy, to be cute, to be angry, to be happy etc. i think i am losing all the feelings soon. numbed.

Tennessee -my feelings.

2006-03-30T07:44:00.000-08:00

sentosa group

cheeyong, cheeyao, welyon
seeman, yvonne, qi cai, shankar

be confident and accomodate
that's the most important

2006-03-27T22:32:00.000-08:00

ms tan's right.
who's going to be there when i am down.
simple answer: no one.

giving.

i give hope to men and keep none for myself.

2006-03-25T20:53:00.000-08:00

yesterday's game against llab10 to me was a really great motivation. i dunch know why especially since majority felt no good and about it. maybe because i am the centre. i somehow feel that i am the most shagged person after the match though i am so hyper after the game.
despite the tiredness, i see sonia trying her best to put in every goal which she did, i see mel intercepting balls which is capable of, i see mein reading the game and going for all the balls, i see hunny improving every quarter, i see liting steadying herself in all the 4 quarters, i see yilun feeding in accurately, i see wilopo improving in her defensive movements, i see shirong being enthusiastic going for every ball, i see yanting trying to gain all the conifidence and focus on court, and i know huishan will do her best even though she wasnt here yesterday and lastly, i see everybody going and have the hunger for the ball!!!

i see improvements in EVERYONE!! it's soo touching yesterday when i am all so tired sprinting up and down the court and i see people being hardworking, doing their job well. THANK YOU everyone!! i seriously love you people. maybe those stuff are minor and insignificant, or maybe i am reading just too much, but oh well, i just feel good ah, i feel good ah, i feel very very very good ah ah ah!!! haha. i just appreciate the effort from you gurls, giving me the energy to continue all 4 quarters in the game!

MUACKS!!!

2006-03-23T20:08:00.000-08:00

its amazing how msn can connect one soo far. in another time zone. soo close yet soo far.

countdown has started 6 days ago.

walls have ears.

2006-03-22T23:04:00.000-08:00

today's training was very very bad.
i am not a WA.
somehow cant shake off the 2 defenders.
i am depressed.
depressed. depressed. depressed.

initially, there's alot of stuff i want to write about yesterday.
but i couldnt blog. now, i just dunch have the mood.
depressed. depressed. depressed.
but somehow i managed to contain it.
crybaby didnt tear.
improving.

losing it all.

2006-03-20T22:49:00.000-08:00

training. i thought i would recover. i thought i would be fine. but i never thought i would feel even worse. i felt like sleeping. my eyes were ready to close any moment. and i totally agree with hunny. i am definitely a centre not a wing attack. i fell again while being a WA. not that i am clumsy but 'someone's' leg was there and i thought i really sprained it. phew!! close call!! i am half a gemini. i love to be jack of all trades. that's why i love my position because i get to attack and defend and be part of everything on court. kpo if you want to call me.

totally exhausted on the first day back.

i am unique.
i have my own style.
dunch accuse me of copying others.
i DUNCH.
that's the fact.
i am me, myself and i.

2006-03-19T13:25:00.000-08:00

i will remember you always

eugene oh wei jun

you will always be in my heart. missing your hyper-ness. you never failed to make any of us laugh and have heart-attack.

in loving memory...

2006-03-18T16:18:00.000-08:00

i have a question

what happens when you meet your
PRINCE CHARMING
but you are not his
CINDERELLA?

2006-03-18T11:49:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY !!!

aaww..my butt hurts. alots. i fell down. AGAIN!! this is like the 3rd time i fell down in 2 weeks i think. who is my opponent? EXTREMES!!! anyway, i thought that the game was not bad yesterday. reached home 3 minutes to midnight. phew! before mum's birthday. and finished the rest of my dinner (grilled chicken foldover. yums!) then. hahas. saw mary lee yesterday before friendly. i guess she was saying hello to me. i waved back. oh well.

i havent touched my instrument for 12 days already. i am in really deep shit. bless me that i get through tomorrow with less scoldings. daddy returned the goblet of fire already. aaww. i had a great time watching it. should i buy it? and i have a great desire to cut my hair now. since it's not growing any longer i think. but everyone's saying no. argh!

learn to keep to yourself.
learn to keep your adventurous self hidden.
oneday.
i will realise my dreams.
my wishes.
i have time.
i hope.
come 19 come.
i have no fear.
i am definite i can overcome the hurdle.

trust.

2006-03-16T21:22:00.000-08:00

to brave alaska. not bad a show. hahas. there's alyssa milano!!! phoebe from CHARMS!! its been a long time since i watched that show already. wonder when will the next season be coming out. and its 2 days to mrs jow birthday and i am totally clueless!!! i dunch noe wad to buy!!! aarr!! she bought her sk already. aiya! guess i will go shopping tomorrow.

optimistic. that's very important.
there's always hope.
the problem lies with people themselves.
they cant see hope.
they ultimately kill themselves.

sparkling peach juice.
swirling in a champagne glass.
tossing in your mouth.
eeww..hair stand.
coke feeling. haha.

learn to keep to yourself.
learn to keep your eagerness to yourself.
learn to keep your adventurous self hidden.
oneday.
i will realise my dreams.
my wishes.
i have time.
i hope.
come 19 come.
i am definite i can overcome the hurdle.

2006-03-16T00:27:00.000-08:00

i never listen, especially to this sentence 'dunch get to close'. this sentence that i dunch listen often, no, ALWAYS brought me temporary happiness and lasting pain. yupx. 4 words and i cant heed it at all. and i never really believe that quarrels can help bond people. hmm...maybe misunderstandings?

you say i am not great at hiding. are you great at hiding then? damn bloody yes!! that's the answer. you think i can read your mind and know whats happening 24-7 in your life huh without any expressions on your face? harlows!! i am so-tong alright!!! i tell my problems. unlike you. not that you cant get close, its you didnt try. you ask but didnt try to cheer me up. that's a very different issue. i tried but you shooed me away, in front of a junior somemore i must say. and thanks for all the 'you should not do what others did to you which you don't like it at all'.

tell me, truthfully, when you were down and i can see it, tell me when i havent rush to your side to comfort and console you huh? i dunch care? you sure about it? i can show you what it really means i dunch care. i wont bother if you get scolding from boss, i can just take 851 or 852 home why wait together with you which only will delay my meal and my favourite TV show, i wont lend you my tutorials or pass you any newspapaer articles and i wont even bother writing all these.
great, really great. you pissed. i am also pissed. yups. be che!!!

well, as usual, roxanne will cool down.
and here is something for you 'tai po juan'!!!!
-you are better than me recognising cars.
-you are better than me in the fluency if chinese.
-you are better than me in POA.
-you are better than me in drawing bob-dog.
-you are better than me at DANCING, SPLITS, CARTWHEELS!!!
-you are better than me at keeping stuff to yourself.
-you are better than me at tolerating mr jow's nonsense. haha.
-your skin complexion is better.
-you are fairer.( that's what everybody thinks its good. DOTS!!)
-your listening is better. (ya lar, 10/10)
-you are my good listening ear. haha.
-you are more helpful.(my dishes, clothes etc.)
-your eyes are bigger.(:p)

etc etc etc.
when i can remember more then i will write. haha.

2006-03-14T23:40:00.000-08:00

argh!! plenty of hmwk. more than last nov, dec. horrigible terrigible!!! and the worst, now i dunch feel like doing any of them. i wanna slack!!

fine, i shall not dwell too much on hmwk.
roxanne retreating to her bed. ( oink oink -.- zzz)

2006-03-14T20:04:00.000-08:00

i'm glad you shared with me
but somehow, i felt something.
hurt. awkward.
however it didnt last for very long.
i guess its really fading.
i thought it had.
somehow i feel fantastic not disclosing.
thank god.

the greatest gift in the world is to love and be loved in return.

2006-03-12T18:07:00.000-08:00

NETBALL CAMP

finally, 12th march came. we breakcamp. i thought i would never survive it, looking at the way how coach push us during fitness and circuits. it is crazy. but still, I SURVIVED!!!

day 1: 10th march
-had my 2 tests on the last day of school before march hols. both suck!! haha
-had my hawaiian pizza!!! ( 1 slice.. dotx )
-chiong home to pack bag
-blur mein scare me with the temporary loss of netball fund ( phew! )
-had our friendly with extreme. bad game for me. i guess it is due to the day being totally red. damn not active. quiet too. i think i scare loads of people with my sudden change from talkative zhiyen to dumb zhiyen. fell down. AGAIN!!! god, why do people keep miss aiming at the ball and collide into my leg. unfortunately, i didnt get away safely this time round. there's a small abrasionon my left knee. AND i am being accused for scaring eveyone cauuse i took a long time to get up and also the postion i fell. please, i am NOT xiaoqian!!! haha.

day 2:11th march
-HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANA!!!
-3 rounds outside school. somehow didnt get cramps. gr8!! i love that speed.
-coach adjust the way we defend.
-had nasi lemak for lunch. i agree with coach. why cant we just have chicken rice? and the pandan rice was like green in colour. aiyo!
-saw dee training. damn zai. counting the 'star-jump' (i dunch noe wad its called) for 50 times. i cant believe that vball gurls training is exactly what dee describes. my gosh, it looks weird in reality! and i saw zhengguang. he definitely looks better real life i think.
-had our friendly with damai. i think i played pretty well. passes were all right. managed to intercept quite a few. there's interception that i cant get it out of my head. though i hit the ball out, it was a very nice one!!! (oops, self praise=international disgrace ^.^)
-bok really scared me. the way how he screamed at his players and aini. the harsh words that he uses. if i was under him and he screamed at me the way he screamed at aini, i would have just walked out of the game right there and then. the only thing i like about him is that he trains his players to be very independent. you fall you climb back on your feet by YOURSELF. well, after his crazy scoldings at aini, the atmosphere really dipped. STUPID bok!! ohya, he's alos damn farnie!! he broght those score board for a FRIENDLY. harlows!!!! are you out of your mind?? so exaggerating!!! and the worst thing that might have happened was this sentence from him " zhiyen, wo de center bi ni gao leh!" thanks ar!! she IS very OBVIOUSLY shorter then me. i was slouching at the moment you cork eye!!!
-well, that might not have been the worst when you tried to cheer a best friend up and she dosent appreciate and even snapped at you to stop it. fine, i guess she's happier seeing me moody.
-xiaoqian came to support us!!! so touched!! her leg was in the cast and she came!!! n i swear i am going to scold meh meh.
- the longest yard is damn good!!! thanks a million lopo-jeet!!
-by the way, i am jow-jeet. what a shitty name! the so-called tribute to _ _ _jeet. yups. lame gon-jeet. really lame.

day 3: 12th march
-seriously, i didnt know how i survive fitness. coach made us chase after shiqi for like 8 rounds and it didnt feel anything like 8 rounds!!! surprising!!!
-water games were fun!!! i took my 'sort of' revenge. felt better after that. i am not those that really forgive easily. (oops, very bad!)
-BREAKCAMP!!!

2006-03-09T21:32:00.000-08:00

U ASK TOO MUCH!!!
U ORDER TOO MUCH!!!
I DUNCH WANNA LISTEN TO U!!!
LET ME DECIDE MY OWN CHOICES!!!
I DUNCH NEED PERSUASIONS!!!
U DUNCH CONTROL MY LIFE!!!

i mighta wish i have never known you

2006-03-09T20:55:00.000-08:00

9th march, ixxit a lucky day or unlucky day?? i am having a stiff neck the whole day. cant turn left. only 210 degrees from right to left. despite my stiff neck, still managed to catch 2 quite pleasant looking guys. ALL IN ONE DAY WITH A STIFF NECK!!! haha..one at the airport while the other was on the bus. so coincidental!! hehes. another thing. today is a total red day. felt so tired and was even sleeping in my chemistry spa assessment. stupid examiner, kept walking down my row. make me soo nervous. tutu!! haha

camp's starting.
god bless.

2006-03-08T22:58:00.000-08:00

i might have over-reacted today BUT definitely was hurt to the core and i just dunch know why but tears just cloud my eyes. really emotional thats me. but it really hurts to see people walked away. i think it just came. the tears. it wasnt planned seriously. i was shocked it came because i just wanted to alert them their behaviour. but..well.. really just dunch noe how..

ARGH!!! I AM SAD!!!

MJ NY NJ PJ
thats wad we are facing in the first round. seriously i think we can make it. only 1 more month and i am soo scared. i am damn determined to give my best!! 10 rounds for me tml. sorry dearest tests, i wun be able to make the mark for the next few months. i promise i catch up later.

exhausted
my ass and heart hurts

2006-03-06T21:59:00.000-08:00

i dunch noe why but i had a sudden weird feeling. am i being put in because there's no one else or because i deserve it? insecure is what i feel which i dunch noe why. 6 years already and i can suddenly think such stuff. ARGH!! facade is what you usually get. i have a tempting desire to burst my feelings to her but all will seem soo weird. will she be comforting me instead or will she just shoot right at me? rock on rock? damn it..i hate such weird weird feeling and it just happened not long ago. well, it is good to keep some things quiet soo that there would be less friendship conflicts. or am i noble? haha, i guess i going off point -__-

as mentioned 6 years already, and i still dunch noe my friend at all. woah!! i am such a great friend!! n i am best provoked after training i realised. bless anyone who irritates me as i am going to bite him/her.

2006-03-05T15:18:00.000-08:00

i have been pondering whether i should watch moulin rouge tonight. its a damn sad love story and i think i will feel sad again if i watched it again but i am that type that could watch the same show for countless of times..BUT heaven above decided my fate. tonight's ahma's birthday. how conicidental! well, it means dining away from the TV, yupx. no moulin rouge and genius physian tiying. not exactly sad at all since there's lotsa work for me to do. phew! just finished the essays.

guess what. how unlucky can a team gets? unfortuantely, it happened yesterday. supposedly, sonia had some oraltorical workshop and liting had the appeal interview and mel's late and wilopo's hand is still immobile and xiaoqian is still MIA due to her very serious ankle sprain. left hunny,wawa,bamboo,me,shirong,mein. when coach arrived, well anyone can imagine what happened unless you have very poor imaginative skills. it was not at all how i wanted to started a brillant saturday morning. later during training, everything took a different turn which could have almost be spoilt by some 'free discounts' and 'special offers'. still,we managed to keep our toes behind coach's line. but, unexpectedly, mel's accurate pass to coach's head spoilt it all for afew minutes at least. this i have to conclude that is the most 'sui' ything that ever happened. mel happened to pass to coach who turned her face away once she passed thus coach caught the ball with her head. well, please use your imagination for better effects. and perhaps the most idiotic thing that happened was the unexpected arrival of mr bok and jingquan. seriosly, we should get the security guard to keep the irritating giant away from our school. wth! bu shu zi ke! but still i guess it saved us from tedious circuit training. unlucky unlucky unlucky!!!

happy to receive an unexpected message
sets the frowns straight
might be a curve too

2006-03-03T23:26:00.000-08:00

anger will always subside
do friends do?
how much can you feel for a friend?
friendship seemed to dwindle for a moment
but luckily for Aladdin, Pocahontas
i recovered a little
but will never completely

childhood happenings, immersed in the world of Walt Disney and its happy endings, that's old me and me now. The beautiful and evergreen songs along with the fantasy land depicts the world, my so-called 'lalaland' which reality would never have. I believe fantasies and miracles do exist but i am just not lucky enough to experience it. But, it is already good enough to know such beautiful happenings exist, allowing me to cherish the hope.

bad news: 2 baits lost again!
and my eyesight's getting worst
among all the 5 organs
i treasure the ability to see the most
i dunch wanna be jingshu
but sometimes you cant help but to feel that way
your vision worsened
as if you are 'blind-ing'
all started with moulin rouge....

insignificance mounting

2006-03-02T07:45:00.000-08:00

if i can put up with yours
you can put up with mine

you elaborate
you sway
you falter
you disappear
you irritate
selfish creep

dunch attack me
defend yourself first
i am no pushover
double is your return

dots
but inspired

2006-03-01T22:11:00.000-08:00

negative plantium..yupx..

abrasions..yupx..

mind-blocked..yupx..

sudden desire for the As..yupx..

for once,i thought it might have been possible..yupx..

think shuld start now..yupx..

orelse like my 'O's..yupx..

'un-immune' to temptations..yupx..

fishballs..yupx..

cramps..yupx..

i m still dreaming too much..yupx..

come back to earth..yupx..

2006-02-27T22:30:00.000-08:00

NETBALL GGRRR !!!! haha

reverse psychology is a quite a chim thing and only effective on certain ppl..i have to say it sometimes do work for me..or mb most of the time..becos i will tend to rebel wadeva u say..let's just say i dunch have the habit of agreeing..but..my dearest mister jow is soo 'square'..he really thinks that this method works for everyone i guess..he's using this on me and my sis..well, i have to say it works pretty well on me..BUT, i guess its the total opposite for 'tai po juan'..you can call her stupid and she will accpet that she's stupid..she will not rebuke of retaliate..soo unlike me..i can quarrel with him till i cry or get a 'hi-5' from him..that's how rebellious i can get..poor mama, have to witness so many quarrels b/w mister jow and i..her efforts, the glare or the mini waving of the hand to stop, to break up the arguements tend to fail..oops, sorry..well, 17 yrs have pass, rmb more of his goods esp the dvds and it will be another bright sunny day for jow zhi yen ^_^!!! haha..

2006-02-25T23:09:00.000-08:00

alone..alone thats wad i feel now and want to be now..
green and blue flooding into my mind..
peace, loneliness..

2006-02-24T19:37:00.000-08:00

now i'm quite disturbed, i'm getting more bewildered by it..
till date..we have lost 1 pair of sport shoes, 2 pairs of slippers and 1 pair of school shoes..this is irritating..and which idiot took my dad's shoes and threw on the grass downstairs? wait till i get my hands on that idiotic person!! and somemore..its 2 of my footwear!!
COMPLAIN COMPLAIN COMPLAIN!! WTH!! both my footwears are old and can say already spoilt? who would want to steal?? our neighbour's shoes are in much better condition then us?? y us??lucky my footwears are old..but i m missing my sportshoe..the one that i wore to play against JJC, the one that i ran countless 4km and my 2.4km with..sobx..memories..

no Japan and no KL already!!sobx(and its AGAIN!!) aiyaya..soo dao mei!!!missing nature already..the beautiful scenery that you can see driving along highways, when you go up the gondola, on the table mountain..up on deer park overlooking the lake and queenstown..i guess i m appreciating green now..mb in love with green and with sky blue too..peaceful colours and they can depict the beautiful scenes i have seen..aaww..BUT..its gone..when will i see it again?

ohya..fiz and me saw the snake germs mentioned..and there are idiots that went down to the canal to disturb the snake..really!!!they have nothing better to do?? show-offs..i can only pray that i dunch see headlines saying teenagers being beaten by snake outside AJC..damn it..what are they trying to do??!! want to be like spiderman ixxit?? get bitten by a snake and evolve into snakeman? stupid boys to do such dangerous stuff!!!

2006-02-22T10:55:00.000-08:00

HAPPPEE BIRTHDAY DEE!!!

haha..u r OLD!! quick watch underworld:evolution n tell me how it is..i m soo depressed being stuck at 17 for the 1st time..sobx!! ARGH!!haha..btw,thank you sooo much fiz for the postcard..luv ya!!! sooo glad dunch have mr ong's signature..only spoil the postcard..haha..kate beckinsale is soo soo HOT n PRETTY!!!haha..

sonia n wilopo introduced me 2 new words today after trg..hello ppl!! i m not tt naive n innocent can..or m i?? dotx..biology's not teaching me enough!! soo many chim terms i dunch noe...like an idiot..dunch noe wad the wild gurls are toking about n at times embarrassing myself!!argh!!
BUT gr8 trg today!!quite farnie with the calling of names n oso NO CIRCUIT!!!haha..tears of joy brimming in my eyes..woah!!tts quite exaggerating..haha

walk cum run in the dark for 400m with mel
screamed twice in the dark today
said 7 sorries today..sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
feeling weird all over the place..
i just wanna be alone..it shuldn't look farnie at all ryt??my eyes are tired..insufficient rest..i dunch noe..my recovery is slowing down..BAD!! but i m v happy tt i did my best for the 2.4 today..was actually thinking whether to wait for the others..'STOP HESISTATING ms jow!!!' make up ur mind n do wad u feel lyk doing..

good try to mein n germs for the impromtu speech..i wuld nv have the courage to speak in front of such a large crowd..my fingers were crossed for the 2 of u the whole way thru..dunch noe y but felt terribly nervous for the both of you!! anw, gr8 job the both of you!!

wishing sija n wa wa n xiaoqian quick recovery from her fever/cough!!
wishing wee wee speedy recovery from her knee injury!!
may god bless you and drive the evil away!!
oh ya!!i thot 'gor gor' is supposed to be v nice ppl..i think i shuld changed it to was after seeing how liheng tokin to wee wee..dotx..wth!!! pissed argh!!!

soo envious of the odacians doing the will-climbing today!!argh!!i wan oso!! i want to do mountain climbing, wall climbing, rock climbing, white n black river rafting, mb the bungy jump, canoeing, kayakin??haha,dunch noe how to spell!! i want to canoe in Milford Sound!!!argh!!i guess i m spending too much toime on netball already!!

Japan or KL??i guess no one will choose KL..it's spring in Japan..the pretty cherry blossoms are blooming like nobody's business now!!!sobs..but if i say no..the whole team dunch get to go..dotx..wad to do? KL lors..n soo ex leh..$$$!!!n today damn farnie..sunny wanted to have meeting with us but saw us chatting merrily n she just stood dere w/o interrupting us..dotx..causing us to be late for mst, there's where my 2 sorries pop out!! mr S is such a nice n understanding person..thankiew soo much!!! n we were late for trg too!!dotx..haha

depressed

2006-02-21T18:26:00.000-08:00

relationships are such fragile bondings..though invisible, it has many golden and unique meanings and memories to it..is anything worthwhile to be exchanged for it, hurt it, strain it in one all another way? the fine line of being a friend and acquaintance is soo thin..it's the same for enemies and friends..would you ever let pride get into your head, rule your head even and cause tension b/w you and your friends? go rough to a certain extent in most occasions and only put a toe out of the line in special occasions..make everyone's day happy..dun go overboard..it would be heartbreaking to see any 2 friends involved in cold war..pride is a silly thing when in excess..

a pity, one of mine is straining..not because of you or me..but an external factor which both of us didnt want..boring us, irritating us, straining us, restricting us and if i must say 'distant-ing' us..you are not whom i know you in the first place anymore..you probably feel tt way too....perhaps i knew you too much(which i think probably not) or your next movement too much..too much expectations from everywhere, 2 different perspectives..we are (finally i realised) not alike,esp characters..i know and i am very sure that given a chance to go back in time, both us together would never took the first step onto this tedious route..

wishing you guys to recover quickly!!
sijia xiaoqian ahmein from ur fevers/coughs
and all netballers fr e irritating sunburnts ^_^

2006-02-20T22:16:00.000-08:00

gg to try the ice milk cum moisturizer formula by dee..hehe..my face n neck hurts..cant even clean my face w/o havin the prickling feeling..argh,haha..nearly freaked out when they announced tt there's not gg to be electricity for a while during curriculum for total defence day..how can i survive in our home-room??soo stuffy!!! n thx to charlene for calling us refugees..

wadeva anything nvm i dun noe underhand
i dun wanna think about it anymore..i dun wanna care about it anymore..i will jux shut up if it's brought up again..i m not gg to bother..will jux spoil my day..n i dun wanna quarrels..
confused, drifting away, i dun haf 'that' feeling anymore..

i think i shuld adopt this heck-care or maybe better,this 'this is none of ur business' attitude with a laidback feeling..wuld help ease some unnecessary worries n create a bad gurl feelin..hehe
i dun wanna haf a guai guai outlook!! haha..

2006-02-19T21:04:00.000-08:00

zhao wen zhuo is so cute..along with this gurl called tiying in this show..haha.. the soo-called 'xiao shen yi'..i m soo addicted to tv..tiying's damn smart observant n take chances too..gutsy..

was totally slacking in the carnival today..or maybe coach's 4km is damn useful..felt quite okie after each game..btw, dere's only 5 teams for this carnival..quite a joke..and..i think i m really black!! i m SMOKING right now..i m gg to slp in an air-conditioned rm 2nite n bathe with cold water..argh!! i m 'on' the sun!!
n i m damn stupid 2day..lucky the bus uncle was soo nice..zhiyen zhiyen u big fool..soo blur..but,at least i feel that ren jian you ai..smthin liddat..esp when u make the same mistake twice..
to the 1st bus uncle..i get ur hint now..haha

2006-02-18T23:48:00.000-08:00

was watching this show just now..this gurl a-nu is soo cute..haha..her voice's damn high..along with the way how she say 'naman mama' ..hehe..plus li xiaoyu(i guess ttx his name) n tangyu xiaobao's damn farnie n cute..aiyo..soo addicted to tv shows!!

BUT!!! i m damn sad..the show i want to watch underworld:evolution, released on 2nd march is M18!!! ARGH!!! y y y??? does that mean i have to wait for the dvd to be released?? by then i would have lost the enthusiasm! SOBX!

still today, 'abcd' can still make me laugh..now gt one more..itx 'CND' !!! guess wad it is..hehe

2006-02-17T23:20:00.000-08:00

activity: met up with lian n zoe
new fren-liana
lunch at cartel
neoprints!
strolling

thou wad u say is correct and i cant help but agreeing, why not make stuff better instead of complaining,showing that long face n dampening my spirits..i noe itx tough but all of us jux haf to hang on for a lil while more..jux a LIL while more..if u r depressed, boss and i will be worse k..
we've been ard for soo long..jux hoping tt u will stay with me a moment longer before fate ends for u and me on the battle ground..

exhausted

2006-02-16T23:58:00.000-08:00

the first task of a leader is to keep HOPE alive

another,
i give hope to man n keep none for myself

just that i hope its not dwindling in me

muster the courage to smile in the face of adversity

HOPE

2006-02-14T19:27:00.000-08:00

HAPPY V-DAE to everyone n HAPPY B-DAE to vithiyah
sooo cute 2day at sch..makes me think of e 2nd yr at Hogwarts when it was their Valentine's n Gilderoy coming up with dose programmes celebrating the special day..hannah charlene n lumpy did a gr8 job singing those songs..luv to hear u ppl sing..e base were gr8 to..
now, i m addicted to shan hu hai..n dee's been keepinhg herself happy wif mister sandler n mister tolberone..haha..damn farnie..

anw, i guess i m twice a light bulb today..sooo suay plus paiseh..both stunned n lost for words..sobx..i guess i m damn childish aka "gee na"..i m confused..samn farnie..such sophisicated probs i really dunch noe how to handle..i wish it will nv haf to come to me..n my bubbles can start bursting n my sandcastles can start collasping..it's really not how i picture stuff to be lyk..

conclusion: i dunch noe how i feel 2day..happy or sad..with e results of my 2 tests..both were really unexpected..i wished e marks had interchanged..i think in e end i m not happy at all..

bought ms tan's prezzies today wif lotsa help fr xq..sorri mein if we didnt wait for u cos i thot u said u will end abt 3 plus n xq n i were hopin to go hm early..sorri!!

~bye bye~

2006-02-10T22:51:00.000-08:00

mr wee wrote this qn on the board 2day

what is the most difficult qn to ans?

i haf a few...
1) reveal confidential info to ur enemy in times of war or face death
2) when a person on a verge of death beg you to save him/her
3) admitting tt you lyk some1
4) what do you regret in life

i m sooo metallic 2day!!! ^_^

2006-02-07T15:40:00.000-08:00

sooo surprised tt xq passed me e newspaper today..haha..itx HIM!! enlarged version..well, i guess tt both r gd lkin..ixxit true?..to all gurls out dere..nan ren bu huai nu ren bu ai??
dotx..

it lks lyk me tt e 'couple' is progressing well..gr8!!actually hope dey really get 2geda..i guess both of dem will lk soo cute 2geda..anw..smart moves dee!!

trg ytd becomin more xiong i guess..more lyk amkss trg days..miss u ppl!!circuits!!i think i luv circuits!!beta den some running n sprinting..
To wilopo hunny xq, let's jiayou 2geda..coach's scoldings have jux began..let's lk forward for more!! -__- haha, anw 6th feb trg,which is officially over, marks e bright n sparklin beginning..

in love wif this song

More Than Words

Saying 'I Love you'
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me 'cause I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I've tried to
Talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes and just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me 'cause I already know

2006-02-02T18:11:00.000-08:00

haix..ytd sad liaox..today ms ang still suan me..wah de..at least i still rmb some facts..
thou i m currently using only 1% of my brain..i still haf a bad memory..
wad u wan me to do..organic chem gt soo much to rmb..still wan to rmb history..wah wah..
i'm not a superhero..n i dunch wanna be..soo pissed..e worst part is she knew it n still continue bombardin me wif all e qnx..makin me sound soo stupid..damn insulting..now when i come to think of it..sounds lyk daddy..sighx..1 enuf still haf 1 more to tackle..well, haf to admit to fate tt i dunch haf a gd repor wif gp teachers..

another thing i came to think abt..mb she's ryt..i think too much..well, may the excessive thinkin remian in my dreamlands..eb llahs daw si evian n tenconni..haha..

the seek is over

confidence shall be repossessed
pride shall be recovered
character shall be restabled

i m back

2006-02-02T01:57:00.000-08:00

2006-01-31T06:32:00.000-08:00

e shows today r pretty good..dere's MVP: most valuable primate, spy kids 2, tis show on american football wif quite a cute guy n tis tomboy hu's quite sweet actually...say frankly, today's damn slack..left e bio prelim paper to do..sighx..cny hols pass damn fast, nxt hols-march week break..we r not even half-way thru e term yet!!

n tml!! we haf mst..i dun believe it..we r havin it again..pls pls pls, jux dun make me slp..ttx all i ask for fr e trg..shiqi's most prob comin down tml..but we only haf 1hr of trg wif her..kinda miss trg wif all 5 seniors..dey make us luff alot..make me luff alot..

3 words for memoirs of e geisha
profound n slow..
however..accordin to dose tt read e bk..itx damn fast-paced..dats e prob..nv read a bk b4 a movie..cos dere's high proability tt e movie dun follow e bk..dats it..
i think itx okie..gong li is damn hot in dere..along wif zhang ziyi..
sooo on wif jap now..gt my hands on tis old jap bk..learnin jap on my own if i can..hehe

now now now, i dun feel lyk doing anythin..even bloggin..sighx..
when will u appear??when will all dreams come to an end n become real??
perhaps tts y ppl haf a purpose in life..to kip one stayin alive for smtin..

2006-01-25T22:40:00.000-08:00

i hope i will nv get to say this

it scares me to know that you luv her more den me

2006-01-24T19:55:00.000-08:00

watched pearl harbour today instead of studyin organic chem..hahax..will do it 2nite..hehe
sooo far..ermm..josh hartnett is e cutest!!! kate beckinsale n liv tyler r gorgeous n totally PRETTY!!! aaaww..josh soo cute,cute,cute!!!!

really..cant wait for u to smile..smile lyk a rainbow tt brightens up my life..for me..

2006-01-22T03:25:00.000-08:00

world's craziest videos, american's funniest home videos, gags, smile u r on candid camera..
i luv dese shows..dey nv fail to make me smile n turn a bad day a happy one..
my sis oso..hehe..my kai xin guo oso ba..
today marks the finale of e making of e pineapple tarts
sooo sad..but..nvm, dere's always a nxt yr..

hide n seek

2006-01-17T22:45:00.000-08:00

i m happy a few minutes ago n now..I M PISSED!!!
how can ppl act lyk tt?? y ppl haf soo much pride??
how can dere be 'pride-dy' probs b/w sisters??
how can u buy crossian for ur mum when she gg 2 be hospitalised e nxt day??
why do ppl act lyk idiotx??

family politics??
i wana cry ryt now..itx nuthin big but jux wanna cry..
esp since now i m confused wif myself..
i m such a bad elder sis..i m nt caring enuff for every1..
*regrets*

dunch any1 dare to leave me w/o my permission

2006-01-17T04:58:00.000-08:00

yayx!!!today is nearly over..
actually enjoyed being wif fiz n dee 2dae

popo gg for operation liaox..of cos..cant help worrying a lil..
bought muffins for her 2day.. actually was mumee's idea..
but..i m PROUD to say tt i genuinely vounteered to c her w/o being told..
hehe..i guess i understand her..she feels lonely i guess..
since we r staying in 2 separate hses..
moreover gugu dun seem to really care alot about her..ttx wad i feel lar..
e way how she tok..aiyaya..no respect..
btw, i still think i m nt caring..i pay alot of attention to e others meh.. or ixxit u v particular..hehe..

i m nice
i m faithful
i definitely wun exploit any1

seeking in progress

2006-01-15T23:50:00.000-08:00

2 more weeks to CNY..aiya..sooo long..i wan holidayx..
lyk wad mein feels..itx netball studies netball studies..
wad e...my life's soo dead..now only..hehe..
i wan all sat trgs over sooon...coach been doing the same stuff all over again..
i m bored..v v bored..

well.. smthin to lk forward to..
e 1st batch of pineapple tarts melting in my mouth..soooo..
i mux finish all hmwk by fri..n rush fr sex ed to ahma's hse..
dotx..haha..kaiqi leaving for france this thurs..
will be away for 6 mnthx!!!
aaaww..soo gd...
some exchange programme..i asked him abt his 'A's..
he gt 3 As n 1B!!! ttx damn gd!!!
i wish i can be lyk him..
smart alex....

receive msg fr xiaoqian...cant come for trg..
sad sia...haix..one down..left 11..i think
watched the tuxedo jux now...
siao sa...ttx one damn difficult quality to grasp..
smthin lyk charm...how do ppl actually charm ppl??
how to geishas make a man's jaw drop at the v instant..
wonderful how things work..

y cant u appear ryt in front of me now?

2006-01-15T11:18:00.000-08:00

cant understand how irritating some ppl can be..lousy day den lousy day lar..
dun nid to tell me..n oso spoil my day..u determine what type of day you want to have..
dun push the blame to me..such a spoiler u are..i can assure u tt u r gg 2 get ur retribution soon..
i wouldnt mind being the one to deliver it..mux be owe u in my past life to haf to noe u again

u oso another one..early in the morning..comparing dem both 2geda..sayin urs beta..
2 different persons..ren bi ren, qi shi ren..
i doubt u heard this b4..another irritating bugger..

really..u two 2geda spoil the 1st half of my day..
well,i wun waste e 2nd half on u 2..
gg for a nap..forget all bad stuff..

lucky my dreamland is safe from u 2

2006-01-14T05:13:00.000-08:00

changed skin..ixxit nice? bohemian style..hmm, makes me think of moulin rouge
nicole kidman, ewan mcgregor..awww...
haix, e old blog makes me lk as if act cute ryt?
aiya..y m i caring abt other ppl'x comments soo much?

lucky for the new j1s today..dun nid to run soo much..
n oso a big THANK YOU to sonia for puttin her effort to run..
saved my life..btw, the sun's sooo HOT today..
i was red ine cheeks when i came back
chengsao say i lk preety lyk tt..as if put blusher..
i think i lk lyk a red monkey backside..

complain alot today..hehe..to xiaoqian..i guess we share pretty much of the same views
she's oso my lunchin kaki..poor thing xiaoqian sprained her foot..
WISH U A SPEEDY RECOVERY!!!

watching monkeybone now..i think the show's quite stupid..
itx a weird dreamland..i guess mine's much much nicer..hehex
i guess i'm gg to watch some dvds now..
nuthin to do..

jill's leaving in April..i feel slightly lost..i haf nv had a close fren hu left 4 overseas..
perhaps chihoe, bt i nt v close to him..
jill..i m together wif her for the 1st 3 mnths of my jc life..
somehow will miss her..

i hope i find u soon..
whether is you or you or you..

2006-01-12T04:38:00.000-08:00

2 weeks of sch passed..
2day had fun wif e projector..
gr8 photos by wendy..
n of cos ME!!!
hope we didnt spoil it..
hehex..
no afternn pe..
yayx!!!
most prob nt gg for e whole yr liaox

new zealand, hongkong,venice??
aawww...
but true lar..
soo difficult to plan if we go on our own..

i m still scared
wad to do...
countdown...
to stepdown...

still seeking..more den ever

2006-01-10T03:29:00.000-08:00

shopping today
i lyk e shirt
v long
n oso e green top
my fav green
my new yr suit
hehe
plus a maroon drees for fernie's wedding
i think i lk lyk mammee when she's young
hehe
juan's trying now
she cant wear the skirt at her hips
surprised..ttx me
haha

HAPPY HARI HAJI N HOLIDAYS
to everyone!!!

seeking in progress

2006-01-08T07:20:00.000-08:00

guess wads e joke of e day
juan: mummee..i cant stand u leh
mummee: cant stand ar..sit lorx..

hahax..damn farnie
oso cold
nt e joke but itx mummee
sooo unexpected
i can proudly welcum her to our generation
e lame generation
hehex..

still finding the one

2006-01-07T03:19:00.000-08:00

i had a dream
i think it was scary
i died when i'm 19

i m scared of death i guess
oso e pain of losing some1 close
cheng sao's dad passed away recently
havent get to see cheng sao yet
wonder how is she coping

Renovate My Family went to the Richardsons tis episode
the Richardsons have 7 children
3 adopted 4 of their own
their eldest daughter Stephfanie passed away due to tumor in her brain
cancer i guess
she's 2 yrs older den me
tt makes her 20 tis yr
i cried thruout
i m soo sad
i m jux..
i dunno wad to say

death...
heaven or hell?
after life?
do i believe it?

i'm scared

2006-01-05T02:02:00.000-08:00

thursay is today

a ridiculous long day
had lessons from 0915-1345
followed by 5 breaks
den 1hr of pe
hahax..
but passed faster den wed
gp was finally lyk gp
quite fun
unbelievable tt 1 1/2 hr passed soo fast

ixxit me or wad?
'eye contacts' wif mih?
quite imposible
i dun even noe mih except name
dere was another mih2
was mih2 happen 2 be 'stone-ning', daydreamin or wad?
anw, i jux turned away as fast as possible
i dun think mih2 noticed
aiya..
mux be i cock-eye..
(includin mih n mih2 if itx true)

Crawling back to you by Backstreet Boys

Everybody knows that I was such a fool
To ever let go of you, but baby I was wrong
Yeah I know I said we'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
I know I broke your heart
I didn't mean to break your heart
But baby here I am

Chorus:Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
And I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth
And now I'm crawling back to you

I know you're in there
And you can make me wait
But I'm not gonna wait
It's the least that I can do
Just to tell you face-to-face
I was lying to myself
Now I'm dying in this hell
Girl I know you're mad
I can't blame you for being madBut baby here I am

(Repeat chorus)

If you can save these tears from crying
Touch these hands that can't stop shaking
Hear my heart that's barely beating
You will see a different man
But baby here I am

(Repeat chorus)

Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
I was running from the truth
Now I'm crawling back to you
Now I'm crawling back to you
(Crawling back to you)
Crawling back to you
Crawling back to you

i guess i'm jux obsessed wif tis song
n of cos..
i m still seekin 4 e one

2006-01-01T11:30:00.000-08:00

some idiotic asshole kips insultin
freakin pissed off
haha.
but wont haf a bitch fit

2005-12-30T19:57:00.000-08:00

yayx!!
cleared up some pile of 'mess'
so glad!!! (^_^)

still left wif numericals n gp
i dun think i'm doin mindmaps for bio chaptx
anw, i dun trust wad i write

FINALLY
today i'm sendin her off
actually came to noe fr papee
tt her granddad accuse my great-grandma for some slavery stuff
aiya
soo long ago
mb ttx y i dun lyk her..
well
soo complicated..
3 generations liaox..(i think)

ohh..
i rmb my dream..
i think it has to do wif e netbsll poles
e colour was washed off..
AIYAYA
fancy dreamin such stuff..
choi choi choi
beta be all ryt dose poles
y cant dream smthin nice
up in e sky..
playin wif dose candy-lyk clounds
being an angel wif e one..
aawww...

went to e salon to thin my hair
i lyk tt lady hu cut my hair
i jux lyk her style of cuttin
hehex

i m still thinkin of kong
n of cos
-seeking still in progress-

2005-12-30T17:28:00.000-08:00

to my dearest bestest buddy:

first of all,
u definitely qualify as 1
ur gd pts:
caring
v v responsible
v sensitive (ttx gd cos u will nt say wrong stuff at wrong times but of cos, it has itx bad sides too)
u can BAKE!!!
determined
helpful
faithful too
nt as WOLS as me

mb..
recently i might have been quite distant fr u
but i ASSURE u..
nuthin wuld change our friendship
dere have times tt we were on 'rocks'
several disagreements
quite a few unhappy moments
BUT still
i m still here
wheneva u needed help..
msg me n i try do get work done 4 u
i dun mind being ur listening ear..

BUT but BUT but..
ur buddy on e other hand here is:
a weirdo
anti-social
tempremental
work wif diff styles dependin on mood
unpredictable

so i think u r befriendin more den 2 persons baa..
seRIous..
i m confused by myself..
mb geminis haf split personalities..
i dunno..
but i m a half gemini half cancer..
sooo..
i guess i m smthin lyk werewolf, wererabbit etc
sooo dun go blamin urself 4 anythin k
u r a GR8 buddy!!!
itx my lucky stars blessin me to haf one lyk u

i jux came to realise tt i m quite fussy wif basic mannerisms, tone, etc..
i guess all dese small details mean to me alot..
i guess its e family upbringing
oso..
i think i'm v calculative..
for eg..
if u treat me bad,
i'll jux treat u equally bad or worst..
well,
smthin liddat
i think i watch too much gong-fu related movies
easily influenced ttx me..

i jux wan u to noe..
tt i trust my judgement tt u r my buddy..
dun read too much..
a silly, idiotic gurl lyk me usually send wrong signals out to ppl, say b4 thinkin, act on e v impulse i feel, tend to follow my heart den brain to wadx right n wrong..

i apologise for everything i have made u upset wif..
if u nid a listenin ear..
pls jux say it..
becos e dumbo here mb dun even noe u r hintin 2 her
or dun even noe how to react to e situation( tis happens pretty often sooo she tends to kip quiet n wait 4 ppl's nxt movement)
yupx..

i thank you for treasuring our friendship sooo much

tc..
luv ya

2005-12-29T08:43:00.000-08:00

FAREWELL TODAY!!!
zhen, annie, grala, ahgong, liyan, sarah, shalala, tiffany, lanyan, yuyan,yating, priscilla, jascinda, yuru, jiexin

ahma, mel,en n me went along
hehe

played wacko..hahax..
quite fun n lame
ltr played hide n seek..
dotx
den e seniors ended up tokin
e bbq..
eee
food still quite raw
haha
i m nt full!!
sobx
chit-chat all e way
ahgong tellin story abt liyan n her, grala as usual, zhen etc..
shalala, mel, en, tiff, sarah n me were listenin..

i feel sad tt e 9 of us will become liddat
1st grala den en den grala again
i dunno 2 dislike or pity her..

e performance was quite cute
haha..e sec 1s were quite adorable..
en n i actuyally thot dere were 2 bungs in dere..
imagine amkss havin bungs
haha
oso a few weirdos..lotsa siao xiaox..
haha
all v farnie..

received an unexpected gift:
PILLOW!!
haha

e farewell speech brought back many memories
annie n her birght yellow shoes
zhen, e xiao fei xia
grala n her white dress 4 ms ng's wedding
ahgong n her farnie jokes
along wif e farnie actions wif liyan
liyan n her buttocks
ahma n her sheep (baa baa)
mel n her farnie faces (now still haf)
en n her amazin speed
(rmb e 100m race, e way how she took off while i gt a shck of my life when e gun bang)
e farewell for diana, ah pek, yanting, hui qin
e cha cha bom tt we danced
e food competition tt we had at grala's hse
sec 1 when we trained
e way how we tried 2 close up e gaps while runnin wif sin ling e seniors..
e camps tt zhen usually fell asleep 1st
night specialised trgx
sundayx trgs
e moment tt we noe we were in top 4 nationals
e bbq at my hse
when we lost balls, bibs
when liyan n annie nearly became enemies
when we did suicides, fun 5 (nt fun at all), pyramids, e way ms ng screamed at us
ms lee's circuits
when annie n me had 2 do pumpinx when we did nt communicate in e circle
chasin after zhen
liyan n me enjoyin ourselves swingin long balls 2 ahgong n zhen
n oso creepin up 2 intercept balls
eatin at marina bay e steamboat
etc
etc

soooo many memories
5 yrs already
n i still feel close to dem
i dun feel e weird things when i hang ard dem lyk when i hang ard wif others
lkin forward to 27th Jan
n oso e future netball alumni club

-seeking in progress-

2005-12-27T04:31:00.000-08:00

mtg in sch 2day
abt cca carnival nxt yr.
haix soo fast
den had peer tutorin wif fern..
aiya
e lovebirds r here
culdnt tok my normal volume..
haf 2 squeak lyk squirrel
dey complain noisy
sobx

* last christmas i gave you my heart
but the very next day you gave it away
this year, to save me from tears
i give it to someone special *

my 2nd wanna learn list:

to act??(hahax)
mountain/rock climbin
moscode
make movies
designing clothes
to cook pineapple!!!
to make mummy's hainan teh
to pia
to be good
to appreciate n lurve

dotx..
i think i m gg cranky again

now..
i think i m really pissed for e 'helpfulness'

dun make me wait..
now is 1.05am on e 28th Dec
it will b worst if i hadnt b doin smthin else

-seeking in progress-

2005-12-26T07:26:00.000-08:00

soo many movies to watch
arr..
baby's day out
e baby's soooo cute
hahax
followed by
vertical limit
chris o'donnell soooo cute
annie garrett lks lyk dan doesnt she?
hehe
nxt up
project runway
y wendy pepper's in??
eeee..
i dun lyk her..
stupid n irritatin smirks she gives
yucks..
poor thing austin's out
he's talented
much talented den evil pepper
now
grey's anatomy
but i still dun really get e show yet

u make my life sian..
work work work..
is tt work u wan me 2 do only??
dotx..

papee's being irritatin again
someday i m gg 2 lose control i guess

i think i dun mind my life being associated
wif travel, music, movies, com, hp, kins
lyk wad whisper said
frens fade but kins stay
something liddat
but
of cos..
i m still seekin e one..
no no no..
ttx nt me ryt?
aiyo
angel n devil been havin a gr8 big fight
*confused*

b e rebellious gurl tt u were once last time

2005-12-25T07:56:00.000-08:00

B.A.D
ttx me

my dream world
elleryroxannezavierezannjoshuajackadrien

2005-12-25T05:31:00.000-08:00

tell me e chair is comfortable
hahax..
wo bu chi zhe yi tao
tell me straight if u wan
plx let her go
let her b e last
i dun lyk her..
let's count down ba..
6 more days..

nARnia is nt as gd as i expected
mb becos i haf nt gt over kong
kong's tooo gd
BUT
e part when aslan roared was pretty gd
e effects were gd too
e way how mr Thomas turned to stone/ice
i think ed's quite cute
pig prefers peter
i lyk tt mansion which e prof stayed in
e beavers r cute too..
esp e wife
i think tt cuttin aslan's mane off was humilatin him..
i felt v terrible tt part..
feelx being insulted in front of all ur enemies

share ur joy wif ur frens
n woe wif ur enemies
tt will den b a win-win situation

i m startin hmwk tml..
gg shoppin mb..
provided i wake up at 8
probabilty is v low..
sighx

ling n ping came
haha
made Beary the Junior
gt a piggy hp holder
all of us r still e same
golden moments still woverin ard

2005-12-24T09:16:00.000-08:00

mErrY x'Mas every1!!!!
hahax..
prezzies include:
perfume
chocolates
hand lotion
water bottle
sockx
mickey mse hairband ( -_- )
supposedly $100
photo frame
some bear in e box

no idea wad 2 get for cheng sao..

i m such a bad fren n sis n etc
i dun deserve 2 b lurved
i m soo lucky 2 haf wadeva i haf now..
nxt yr..
when i start workin..
i mux nt b lazy
i mux b a gr8 fren, sis, n everything i can be

i m pissed wif her attitude..
nt xiao sa or anythin..
it makex ppl irritated..
another person i wish will vanish out of my sight
but mb papee n mumee's ryt
she dun pay attention 2 detailx
she wasnt taught all dese basic manners
lucky for me..
i m nt lyk her..

i m tired..
2dayx clothes were overwhelmin
i wanna go swim!!
itx hot here..
i oso wanna go sauna

current weight:49 kg
plx dun make me hit 50 b4 18
but at e rate i m gg now..
oopx..

yien
vikram
kangseng
germx
sheryl
keith
yinsy
yanzhi
ruiqi
adel
sent deir wishes..
thx ppl!!!

party at ahma's hse
hawaiian pizza
salad
colesaw
broccoli
sausages
fishballs
seaweed chicken
ham
turkey
almond + logan
logcake
apple strudel
yum yum!!!
i m damn full!!!

mummy..
i lurve ya!!!

2005-12-23T23:46:00.000-08:00

i wish u will vanish..
i dun nid u..
u r sooo irritatin..
makin me angry..
i hate ur laughter
i hate ur voice
* poof poof *
get lost

mummy spoiled my X'mas
she opened one of my prezzies
sobx..
e worst of all..
she even told me wad was in dere..
ARGH!!!
i wanna cry..

i m still thinkin of kong

2005-12-23T07:34:00.000-08:00

aaww..
clax X'mas part's over..
special thx 2 lumpy n clara..
thx 4 organizin..

i haf 2 say itx quite fun..
esp playin e table football thingy..
e atm was high..
hehe..
gr8 pairwork..hahax..fiz n me..
managed 2 show tt red can win..
cos red didnt win at all..
i was soooooo slow at defendin e ball..
lkx lyk e attackin skills r really gettin into me now..
germx was late!!!
AGAIN!!
aiyaya..
but
anw..
he volunteered himself into e pool..
when e security guard was away..
hehex..
jy fell..
while wrestlin wif germx..
his hp screen a crack..
sad..
i wuld haf gone down 2..
sooo hot..
me n fiz were sayin..
mux go occ 4 a swim..
n SAUNA!!!
hahax..
went hm..
lucky germx n jy gt tok..
i was outnumbered lyk wad germx say..
dotx..
journey hm beta den expected..
hehex..
fiz took bus ma..

wendy lorx..
nv come..
haf 2 lk after rocky n speedo..
hehex..
lkin thru e clax picx..
quite cute
some of dem..
some i cant even rmb takin dem...
hehex..
mux ask some experts how 2 load picx here..
hehex

still lkin 4 e one..
i hope i m irreplaceable

2005-12-22T20:29:00.000-08:00

lucky we r a TEAM

seriously..
i cant imagine my life havin u
if i'm nt a team wif u..
godx..
sooo different we r
as if different worlds..
everythin u say..
i jux wanna slap u
i jux wanna snap at u
rebuke u..
everythin..
even to make u sia sui..
strangle u..
diao u..
BUT..
unfortunate me..
n lucky u..
nt being able 2 meet me earlier..
orelse..
i swear u r gettin it fr me..
n oso becos we r a team..
dotx..

2 more days to X'mas..
nt exactly lkin forward..
plx..
once X'mas over..
june..come faster..

2dayx trg is self..
hahax
haPpY!!
sooo slack..
n i trust only u among dem..
btw..
how can i tok abt trust when i dun even trust myself..
seriously..
i think i'm paranoid..

X'mas party ltr..
hope itx fun..
*cross my fingerx*
lucky nv go 4/1's party..
heard fr mel ttx itx boring..
*phew*

we get angry often at our love ones becos we dare to?
i think so..
arent all of us love desperate??
i think i m i think i'm not..

2005-12-22T06:07:00.000-08:00

xianx..
tml trg..
last trg of 2005..
wad can i expect..
hope everything's manageable..

went to e zoo 2day..
omg..
my leg hyrtx..
n i m tired..
all papee's fault
sighx

X'mas in 3 days..
sooo HAPPY!!!
n sad..
cos 2006 lks alot nearer tis way..
i'm nt recharged yet..

alaska??
finland??
mb..

my eyesight's gettin worst..
sighx..

lovelorn??
unrequited love??
aawww...

i hope i m irreplaceable

2005-12-21T09:38:00.000-08:00

hahax..back again..
i mux haf 1 post jux n only for king kong..
hehex

aftermath of king kong:
1) i think i dun wanna cut my hair liaox
2) hu kept calling me during e show..
lucky i wasnt affected too much..
( imagine how engrossed i m)
3) i noe tt e 4 of us enjoyed it
4) jen, i m sorry!!
some parts really freaked me out!!
5) i appreciate runnin more den ever
(but still dosent make me lurve runnin..hehex)
6) determined 2 haf a animal fren
7) i m totally awake
8) i m gg 2 pester papee 2 buy e dvd
9) if some1 sponser my ticket, i will haf another rd

trg..ohhh..
its nt e worst n defintely nt e best..
i think coach is v creative at torturin ppl..
i think it rather bond us den improve our skills..
really!!!
total seRIous!!!
poor zhenyun
has 2 do pressure shootin..
but anw
u did a gd job..
defenders-xq wilopo dan tongzai
u gurls r e best!!!
u haf worked v hard..
* pat * on ur back!!!
kip up e gd work!!!
to my team memberx...
HUNNY MEIN SAM!!!
well done gurls!!!
mel sonia..hehex
gr8 job!!!
u 2 didnt slack!!
hahax..
gr8 attack!!!
yilun n huishan..
gd work tooo!!!
aaaww..
u ppl really rawk my world sooooooo much!!!
coach..thx 4 such a bondin trg..
i dere nt hope 4 more on fri..
i thin we r really gg 2 shag
~best wishes 2 adel~
~recover fast my gurl~

all 5..
sam dan yilun huishan liting r in aj!!
sooo happy!!!
hehex
we will work hard!!
2gether as 1!!!
e aj netball family!!!

farnie..
shocked..
u screamed at me..
nvm..
itx history..
dun expect tooo much of me..
i m just an extra-ORDINARY gurl..
i cant stand too much pressure..

now..come to think of it..
i m nt a gd leader
y m i in tis position in e 1st place??
dotx..
i will try my best..
hope 2 make things ryt..
do things effciently..
make e last 6 mnthx a gd term..

~recallin~
i haf been in leadership position since pri sch
prefect
assistant head
vice capt of 'c' div '02
vice capt of 'b' div '04
vice capt of 'a' div '05
weird??
isnt it? after sooo many trgs..
b it leadership or netball etc..
i find i m nt a leader..
wad m i?
lost..
again..

i hope i m irreplaceable

2005-12-21T09:11:00.000-08:00

KING KONG

RAWKX!!!

i cant believe it..
i wun say itx beta den lotr..
but e standard's dere..
itx MARVELLOUS!!!!!!!
every1 mux catch e movie!!!!!

i luv ann( naomi watts )
i luv jack Driscoll ( adrien brody )
i luv king kong

can u imagine how jack is willing 2 go all way out 2 save ann??
bravery
love
where can u find tt kind of guy??

ann n jack r perfect match 4 each other..
e only bit of e show i didnt lyk was
king kong dyin
BUT
he has too
soo tt e lovebirds can b 2gether...

is carl e guy who acted in e sch of rock??
is jack e guy who acted in the pianist??
is jack some oscar nominee or prize winner??
peter jackson..
u r damn gd..
ur trilogy n king kong..
i LURVE it!!!!
u rawk my world
pls quickly get on wif filmin..
i'm eagerly waitin 4 ur nxt masterpiece!!!

i dun get y ppl say king kong's draggy...
i think every part of e movie is meaningful..
e way how king kong fights e t-rex shows e care 4 ann...
e way jack fights dose montrous creatures shows how much he lurves her..
e way how ann looks at king kong or jack..
u can feel e emotions..
as if u r her n even in e story itself..
i cant believe i almost didnt watch tis movie..
i dunno but ppl hu dun lyk tis or even hate tis movie..
i cant find anything 2 describe u...
tts my conclusion..

okie...
i found it..
yesh..
adrien brody was the pianist
carl was fr e sch of rock..
dese ppl..
u r soo talented..
u guys r e rainbow!!!!